If I Had Only Known

If we could of only had more time at home the last four months TyTy.

If I Had Only Known

If I had only known
it was our last holiday
I would of taken you out of your hospital bed
and we would of both ran away

If I had only known
there was an end to your smile
I would of treasured those moments
just a little longer while

If I had only known
it was the last time I'd see your eye
I would of given us both
a more appropriate good-bye

If I had only known
it was our last days
my cold wouldn't of kept me away
no matter my fevered haze

If I had only known
that momma was going to be your last word cried
I would of told them NO
saving you a day of pain before you died


I'm sorry TyTy. I should of stuck up for you on Thursday. Momma is sorry. *tears*